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Celestica​/​The State The Sea Left Me In Split

by Celestica

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1.
there's no warmth left in my skin but i don't mind it it makes me feel alive but it makes him want to leave i'll never learn to love my imperfections but i guess i don't deserve to they make me human but that's not what he wants me to be afraid to leave but afraid to stay between intimacy and guilt replace my blood with mercury and dance with me until i dissolve afraid to feel but afraid to let go of self-contempt and judging eyes fill my blood with silver and gold and dance with me until i lose my worth is this really worth it? let me waste away without his thoughts in the back of my head am i really worth this? the love we used to know is gone but i've said enough i swear there's nothing wrong with us we're all equal under this starfilled sky if you can't stand it, cremate me and spread me by the skyline's light love me like you used to before you stopped caring keep it to yourself while i try to forget about it damage me // can't face the ether alone wound me // can't face the ether alone wither with me // can't face the ether alone my worth is lost was it really worth this? the love we used to know is gone i can't face the ether alone.
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Everlasting 02:15
remember all the cold days in the garage almost two years ago a summer of separation sowed us closer and i wouldn't mind if the stitches stayed remember what we long for and who we love there's still a voice in my head that tells me everything will eventually be alright as long as we remember what we believe in and i do, i always do as long as we remember what we believe in and i do, i always do.
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Our blooming youth it took us far from this. Still I'm hearing the narrow voice that says I'll never make it, I'll be left behind. Here to stay. Become what I feared. What does the future bring? I must know everything. No one noticed any hint of a dead end. It soon unraveled to come down upon us pushing on and hit me much to close to home. Our blooming youth it took us far from this. Still I'm hearing the narrow voice that says I'll never make it, I'll be left behind. Always left behind. What does the future bring? I must know everything.
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So close to what you aspire yet you lose faith and grow tired. Holding onto lost ground only takes you so far. Cannot make claim to an honest try to search substance in a distraught state of mind. A sense of purpose reduced to routine. Can't take things to heart just playing your part. Repeating seconds and the time in between, only moments apart yet it was doomed from the start. Can't gain ground without losing balance. Can't walk straight when you've just been turned down at the end of the line. A distraught state of mind. It's the same thing all the time. So close to what you aspire yet you lose faith and grow tired. I'm through with doing the same thing. (Take heart) You'll need it from the start.

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released January 14, 2015

Produced by: Andreas Karlsson and Celestica, at Sensus Studio, Örebro.
Mixed by: Jonathan Lemberg
Mastered by: Dan Swanö, Unisound Studios.

Artwork by: Johanna de Verdier.

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